Just a Little Bit Screwy (!)
décembre 20, 2009 
Just looking at the untidy me.. Here I am, with a ton no-accomplished plans. Hoodoo! Many nights have been spent for the unprofitable things. As if no time hunt down on me and shredding me for the great punishment.
I’ve promised to my self one-time to get more power and pretty intention about my last project. That’d be fine if I take some action and whet this brain intensively. However it couldn’t ! What a lazy being! Willing to stop this illness but suddenly need being reluctantly ! Gosh, how could I do ?
Leaving the literatures and theories for awhile. Breathe in slowly and need to forget the heavy-think this night, at least. This thing suddenly come up and bother this dreaming-time ! Hard to closing these eyes and put the matters out of my head, but it seems couldn’t be! Oh, let me be, night!
I just piled up those messy-things and ready to pass this night soon. But this feeling hard to compromised. Bad luck I’ve got my heart trampled by this fact, that I’m so into this silly case. Loving with a dopey ! Good job, good work for me, well. I have no feeling right now. I just need to be alone, here! Enjoying my silly-feeling and dump it out away within a regret !
It seems absurd, so that you could see nothing from this heart flow. Anyway, I’m on my screwy heart, in the screwy day with the screwy brain!
Let me be….
Cuma Bisa Bilang Untu Kata Penghabisan : Sabar!
décembre 4, 2009 
Beberap hari lalu aku tau,ada jadwal penting yang harus aku hadiri. Jam11 pagi! Tapi mata masih beler,perut laper. Akhirnya minum kopi Habatts (enak loh! Di jual di apotik). Tapi kayanya tuh hari bikin males! Yah,intinya aku TELAT pergi ke jadwal penting itu. Hahaha! Tapi senengnya,alhamdulillah,berhasil mencapai Goal!
Ngerasa lega,agak bebas,pengen bernapas lega..Eeh..malah SAKIT! Untung gak tepar banget3x..kalo gag? Yah wassalaam deh..
Baru dapet kesenangan. Eh dapet sakit. Sakit baru bentar,ada suruhan dari kantor. Hadow pecah deh nih kepala..
Ngomong2x soal kantor,aku agak bingung sama kebijakan kantor belakangan ini. Seperti terlalu banyak lika-liku dan pertimbangan yang entah menguntungkan atau malah merugikan mereka. Tapi aku baru aja dapet laporan gak enak. Tentang hasil fit n proper test! Masa aku harus kehilangan orang yang selama ini berjasa buat aku,khususnya mengenai pekerjaan! Huff.. Kalau kata air mata dia,sepertinya semua usahanya sia-sia..
Huff
Sabar..
Aku baru merasakan,sakitnya sebuah antipati.. Cari kerjaan emang susah yah.. Sabar buat saudara ku yang menangis.. Rezeki gak akan kemana..
Au ah,males ng0m0ngin kantor..mending urus yang lain..
Aku,Senja,dan Hujan
novembre 30, 2009 
Jakarta,30 November 2009
Senja kala itu begitu misterius.Berpendar di antara gumpalan selimut-selimut awan yang begitu halus.
Aku terpaku sejenak memandangnya. Dalam sebuah alunan melodi hati, di balik sebuah kaca bening kendaraan ku.
Belum sempat ku sunggingkan sebuah senyuman, rintikan hujan menetes perlahan. Membasahi kacaku, dalam kemelut warna oranye pucat akibat hantaran senja.
Rintikan ini semakin tajam. Membasahi seluruh kacaku, dan menenggelamkan senja ku hingga hilanglah kini pendarannya.
Aku setengah meringkuk. Menghangatkan tubuh dan kedua tanganku. Udara dingin seketika menggigit ku.
Deras hujan semakin berkuasa di samping ku. Begitu indah, bagai aliran pelangi cair saat diterpa pendaran warna lampu-lampu jalan.
Mungkin aku sudah kehilangan hangatnya senja ku. Namun masih ku rasakan hawanya di hatiku. Dan meskipun kini hanya ada deraian hujan berbalut sinaran lampu dalam dinginnya udara. Aku tetap berusaha mengingat bagaimana rasanya sebuah kehangatan..meskipun jalan terasa basah dan licin..maka, akan ku hantarkan rasa terima kasih ku pada mu,atas kehangatan itu..
-eghaliter-
The Contradiction of 2012
2012 is a 2009 science fiction disaster movie based loosely on the 2012 phenomenon and directed by Roland Emmerich. The film briefly references Mayanism, the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar, and the 2012 phenomenon in its portrayal of cataclysmic events unfolding in the year 2012. Due to solar flare bombardment the Earth’s core begins heating up at an unprecedented rate. Th
is results in a series of Doomsday event scenarios plunging the world into chaos, such as California falling into the Pacific Ocean, the eruption of the Yellowstone National Park caldera, shifting of the continents by crustal displacement, and Megatsunami impacts along every coast line on the Earth. The movie centers around an ensemble cast of characters as they narrowly escape multiple catastrophes in an effort to reach ships in the Himalayas, along with scientists and governments of the world who are attempting to save as many lives as they can before the disasters ensue.
The contradiction of 2012 movie comes up after MUI (Indonesian Ulema Council) had warned the government to re-review the permittance of the movie circulation in Indonesia. MUI said that the content of movie was so contrary to the islamic’s provision. On the 2012, United States try to justify the Mayan Tribe Prediction with the ancient calendar for showing when world face the end of the earth. With the wonderful effect, United States showed the great descriptions and views about the ending. Moreover, they made a gigantic ship for humans and animals survival.
Seems has a resemblance between the gigantic ship and the story of Noah in the holy Qur’an. But the essence of contradiction based on the Mayan Tribes calendar-ending. As the representation of muslim, MUI has already warned so that the Indonesian peoples have to be careful with the prediction, cause in Islamic Provision, muslims didn’t know anything about when the end of the world will come to.
The frightened of MUI about the effect has made some elements showed their antipathy. They thinked that it’s just a movie show, no more. Don’t think too much about the fiction. They just enjoyed the awsome-movie-effect like the gigantic storm, the mighty mountains erupted, the horrible tsunami, and how people couldn’t get survive from the destiny.
However, I underlined that essentially every movie has their own propaganda. Such as “Inglorious Basterds” has their own propaganda about the image of Jewish and Nazi or “The Last Legion” about the story of kingdoms, or “The Day After Tomorrow”, and so on. As well as “2012″. Roland Emmerich as the producers showed “the American type of ending“, not the Islamic type of ending, indeed.
So, if peoples passed off the influence of American way, they can take it easily as they thought. But if peoples affected, they actually are in danger!
*The choices on your hands*
Banyak Cerita Dari A Sampai Z
Humm.. uda lama banged gak nulis di sini, dengan gaya santay dan melupakan sedikit konspirasi2x aneh.. HAHAHA.. Berbulan2 aku menghabiskan waktu untuk sesuatu yang melelahkan dan sebenarnya sih gak penting2 banged! (SKRIPSI).. whew,, cape deh!
But well, that’s okay for me.. Karena bukan itu juga kontributor kepeningan aku yang utama. Susah juga untuk melukiskan seluruh kisah yang uda terjadi dari A sampai Z.. seperti pelangi (kalo bahasa anak TK), seperti marmer (kalo kata anak Geologi), seperti permen blaster (kalo kata orang yang doyan makan),. Apapun istilahnya, bagi aku, seluruh kisah yang terlewatkan dan tercatat dalam memori, seperti seluruh elemen warna di seluruh jagat raya dan seluruh tata surya yang digabung jadi satu, sampe ada gradasi (mirip benang jahit yak??).. Yah, seperti itulah.. hari-hari ku, penuh dengan luapan emosional : sorak-soray, tawa, canda, air mata, sedih haru-biru, dll (yah, semua istilah dikeluarin aja deh buat gambaran.wahaha)
Sempat aku melewatkan waktu, di mana aku sangat menghabiskan waktu ku untuk sesuatu yang aku laksanakan karena ambisi ku (bahasa kerennya “kerja”).. Yah, tersita seluruh waktu untuk pekerjaan yang mengasah skill aku dibidang perjurnalistikan (gaya abis), dan itu bener2x all out. Meski seluruh pikiran, tenaga, peluh, dan semua jenis pengorbanan gak sepadan dengan apa yang diharapkan. (Catatan kaki : kalo ngarep jangan ke manusia deh! hahaha!!)
Ada juga waktu di mana aku terlalu menggebu2 mengejar sesuatu bernama “skripsi”.. Hellow??? Berapa kali saya harus sidang untuk hal aneh ini ibu KaJur??? Kantor gak butuh judul skripsi saya hey.. Kenapa saya harus mati2an juga mempertahankan ini judul penelitian??? Give me the right reason bu KaJur! (yayaya, beberapa bulan aku habiskan buat “lari” dari kejaran aneh ini karena uda berkali2 nyungsep di sidang.. cwape deyh)
Banyak juga waktu aku habiskan bersama temen2 deket.. orang2 yang “agak2″ bisa bikin perut sakit gara2 ketawa mulu.. yang sejenak bisa bikin aku lupa sama ambisi2 awal ku untuk bertahan di muka bumi ini. Satu kata : makasih kalian semua yang bisa bikin kepala aku refresh! hahahaha..
contoh : nemenin belanja bareng, jalan2 wisata kuliner, dancing in the water, dll.. tapi bagi aku mengabiskan waktu bersama kalian jauh lebih berharga dari pada belanja..(??)
Kadang2x aku ketawa, kadang2 tingkat kecemasan aku tinggi banged (kaya anak ADHD alias hiperaktif..wahahaha) heran.. Belakangan ini lebih banyak tegangnya dari pada have fun nya.. Ini gara2 sebuah insiden foto.. Aaarrgh.. runyam sudah runyaaam.. (berlebay karna aib)..Padahal niatnya lagi gak mo mikirin apa2..bener2 mau fokus ke satu tujuan yang lurus : menyelesaikan seluruh urusan akademik dan going abroad.. enough.. Seharusnya ada banyak “to do list” yang harus aku check list.. Tapi entah mengapa banyak banged hal2 aneh yang merusak.. fiuhh
Misal :
1. Lupa ambil duit di kantor
2. Handphone yang ketinggalan di Jatinangor
3. Charger notebook yang tertinggal karna emang dilupakan
4. Tumpukan novel yang belum tuntas terbaca
5. Gelar sarjana yang sampai detik ini masih di usahakan dengan air mata darah.. HAHAHA
Tapi dibalik ke anehan sinkronisasi otak dan perilaku, aku terhibur.. Well.. ini ceritanya :
*aku, icha, nana mau ke jakarta dari bandung
icha : cha tunggu di parkiran,egha packing ya
egha+nana : oke
(smua barang rasanya uda dimasukin : notebook, charge hp, peralatan aneh2)
*sejam kemudian
icha (dengan wajah bosan) : udah?
egha+nana : okeeee
nana : ke kosan aku dulu, aku juga mo packing
egha+icha : yayaya
(tanpa sadar aku naro tempat hp di depan kaca rias nana)
*sejam berlalu
*di tol bandung-padalarang
egha : charger notebook mana ya?? (ubek2 tas)
icha : coba cari yang bener
egha (nyoba inget2 dan nunggingin tas) : oh em ji! di atas meja di kosan!!!!!!
icha+nana : ………………….!!!!!!
*satu setengah jam berlalu
* di tol cikampek
egha : mo sms nyokap aaahhh uda sampe jakarta. Guys kita mo makan dmn??
icha : A&W aja di rest area
egha : okeee sms nyokap kalo gt ga usa nyediain makanan
(ubek2 tas, ngangkat tas, nunggingin tas, dan akhirnya setengah berdiri dalam mobil)
egha : hapeee mannaaaa??? miskoooolll!!!!
icha+nana : (memberikan hape mereka ke egha untuk miskol hape egha)
egha (lemes) : nyambung, tapi ga ada bunyi…di kosan mu ya na??
nana : haaah???? coba sms anak kosan!
*15 menit kemudian
nana : iya gha di jatinangor hape mu!
egha : minta kirim lewat tiki, yang 1 hari sampe!
icha+nana : ……………..!!!
* 3 hari kemudian
anonim : halo dengan mba egha! maaf kami dari *** yang mo kirim barang. Alamat mbak gak lengkap jadi barangnya kembali lagi ke jatinangor
egha (lemes) : yah mba… jadi gimana???
anonim : oke kami ulangi alamat mba egha nanti barangnya kami kirim kembali
egha : …………………………..!!!
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the end kedodolan egha
* Di rumah baru bapaknya icha
aku, nana, icha, sepupu nana
sepupu nana : muka kak egha ga asing deh, kaya pernah liat
egha (malu2) : aaahh.. dimanaaaaa
nana : aku dulu pertama kali liat egha juga gitu kok
sepupu nana : iya tapi di manaaaa yaaa…
egha (senyum) : ??
sepupu nana : oh iyaaaa! mirip lidya kandou!!
egha (senyum) : hahahaha
sepupu nana : tapi GIGInya kak!
egha : ……………………!!
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the end
*di suatu hari di kota bandung
pulang dari kelas perancis, makan bakso di belakang mall bergengsi di bandung.. kata orang2 baksonya enak..padahal yaaaa.. lebih enak teh tawar dari pada baksonya.. perut kenyang dan hawa di bandung lagi panas. Akhirnya masuk lah ke mall bergengsi tersebut, sekalian ngadem dan cari jalan menuju jalur angkot arah Dago). Dengan wajah kumel dan perut kenyang, aku santay aja jalan ngalor ngidul tapi JAIM.. pas mau ke luar dari mall.. banyak SPG cantik liatin aku.. (GE ER entah kenapa) aku nebar senyum ke mereka karena mereka kaya mo nawarin sesuatu..
tapi karena aku GAG PUNYA DUIT buat beli produk dan kekenyangan jadi ga bisa basa-basi, aku cuma nebar senyum termanis untuk menghindari mereka.. TAPI.. senyuman itu emang maut yakk.. lagi jalan sok anggun dan tersenyum aku ga liat ada stage buat furniture di depan aku, dan kaki aku KESANDUNG dan hampir JATOH tapi GAG JADI.. semua mata memandang… jreeeeng jeeeng.. aku cuma bisa teriak : “EH, YA AMPUN ADA PANGGUNG! HAHAHAHAHAHA” (trus kabur sambil nutup muka)
*catatan kaki : stress bisa bikin manusia jadi super ceroboh. Don’t try this at home
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selamat tinggal otak cerdas
Are Indonesia-Malaysia The Victims of Devide et Impera Tactics?
Devide et Impera in Latin or Divide and Conquer is an ancient strategy. Thomas H. Henriksen explains how to adapt it to the war on terror, exploiting the ide
ological and religious differences of our enemies. Sowing divisions among enemies is as old as warfare. The old story told, it was related to Niccolò Machiavelli and cited the ancient political maxim Divide et Impera, the strategy of dividing to conquer had long been accepted in statecraft and warfare. U.S. military forces have not ignored the tactics associated with pitting one enemy against another. But those tactics have often been subordinated to the American way of war that relies on massive firepower. The global struggle against violent extremism is a highly political conflict where overwhelming combat “punch” is less applicable. By the same token, the extreme ideological and political divisions among the terrorists and insurgents open chinks to savvy and adaptable forces.
Devide et Impera has remained us to Indonesian imperalist, VOC that has existed for decades. And probably world war divided strategy in hundred years ago. However, today, in globalization era, people faces another apperance of Devide et Impera. For an exsist example, the members of ASEAN, Indonesia and Malaysia.
In fact, culminated hatred still happening between Indonesia and Malaysia lately. The controversy about Indonesian wealth and traditional art culture claimed by Malaysia has raised a great wall between them. Here we are, the Indonesian people who lived in the country which has the largest Muslim population. And here they are, the liberal country which has the Islamic Syari’ah (Islamic rules). Two clump countries are “disputing” today and suppose to be so on and on.
The controversy started by geopolitical issue, Sipadan and Ligitan islands. Both of the islands are located on the border of two countries. The condition heats after Malaysia determined even insisted to make Indonesian’s islands to be their properties. More tensions have been raised when Ambalat issue was sticking. For the second time, Malaysia claimed on Indonesian’s property.
In addition, lots of Indonesian traditional foods, dances, clothes, and folklore, were also claimed. Based on my survey in 2008, some Malaysian students of UiTM (Universiti Teknology Mara) told me that Both of Indonesia and Malaysia have the same culture. In case it was learned by the lineage, two countries came from a descendant, Malayan. The imigrants came from Indonesia to Malaysia and they developed some Indonesian cultures in their new place about hundred years ago. In 2004, a Malaysian told me that her grandmom was a javanese.
When some traditional foods are claimed, such as cakes from coconut milk, rendang, etc, I’ve realized that Minangkabau ethnic (West Sumatra, Indonesia) was one of the large population in Malaysia. That’s a government public relations’ remarked in 2008, and He’s Indonesian graduated from Padjadjaran University, Indonesia. Many Indonesian people come to Malaysia and introduced its culture.
There are many problems happened between Indonesia and Malaysia around culture, geopolitical, and labor. I’ve ever asked a chief of education division in Indonesian Embassy to Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur about what their effort to save our traditional culture after all of Indonesian nation realized there’re some things “captured” by another nation. And he said they have addressed internally and have visited some universities in Malaysia to introduced its culture. But I told him, they haven’t worked out. High tension raised when my question about Indonesian Labor wasn’t answered perfectly. He remarked that Indonesian Embassy had shortage information stock about some lost labors and faced constraints to fight Indonesian labors’ right were trampled.
Almost all of the media reported about this “fighting”. The more high tension come after suicide bombed J.W Marriot and Ritz Carlton Hotel which the suspected bomber, M. Noordin Top came from Malaysia. It’s aggravate the bilateral relation between Indonesia and Malaysia.
After re-review all the issues happened, there’s alleged that there’re some peoples playing this game. Likely as Chairman of the People’s Consultative Assembly Hidayat Nurwahid remarks. He argued that the government and Indonesian people, and so Malaysia need to be aware the possibility of a third party to contest the sheep until the relations between the two countries are often faced with some problems.He added that the most important do to solve the problems is, arising the awareness in both of the countries, including elements of the society and the press, due to some people may trying to disrupt relations between the two countries.
Antara Press Bureau quoted Hidayat Nurwahid, “It could be two countries drum dance on other people,” he said, adding Nurwahid, to anticipate problems that arise again in the future wathaniah ukhuwah needed improvement.
So, are Indonesia-Malaysia the victims of Devide et Impera tactics?
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